this should probably be untitled because just because

i'm not perfect. i can't be. and its just that simple. I think the other day in class i started to get freaked out when i was writing because i was afraid that it wasn't going to be good or profound or even interesting. i find myself in that situation a lot--wondering what people will think abut something that i do or i say and then just worrying about it all the time. i realized, or more just thought about today that if i want to become a better wrier, i have to start writing. it doesnt just come to people who are excellent writers--this magical power and swayoover words--they have to work at it, master it, just rein the words and harness them. its such a fun thing when you learn how to do it--not that i know because i don't but just those times that you come pup with a great word or sentence after gureling over it for 2 hours is osmething that is fun--i mean after the fact of course. i can't spell very well either. i thought i could because i got 3rd place in the 3rd grade. then again i lost for not spelling liquid correctly so that tells you a little about my spelling.